Mistake

Yeah I make mistakes, but not as big as this one. Telling her changed our friendship, changed my life for good. Now she won't talk to me or message me. Next time I know to keep my mouth shut and keep it to myself. Or maybe she wasn't the true friend for me. Maybe she just felt bad for me or something idk. But now I know not to trust her because every secret i told her, would soon be heard.
#OliviaHolt

Friends Forever

You'll always have friends that will be by your side no matter what happens. Well right now I have tons of them, and I feel safe I guess. It means that they really do care about me, they take their time talkting to me when I most need them. Especially Maxx my new friend more like Twin. The good thing is that he lives near me!! Outstanding! XD. I just want to say thanks for those who have been there for me. I really appreciate that.

Life without that person.

Ever since I started talking to that person I feel different. Like if I miss an hour without that person I'll go crazy. That person changed my life. I've haven't been this sad since the day we started talking to eachother. And since that second we started talking I felt like a bond between us. Idk why I feel this way maybe I really love that person. I barely talk to that person. If I could change that I would.

Sad Moments

Everyday I have to be sad idk why. Like maybe its the music I listen too, like Lana Del Rey. It makes me wanna kill myself. But then I think to myself that I have friends that love me a lot. And I still have a future ahead of me that is waiting for me. I just listen to those songs because her voice is unique and special for me. Like it fits her for that type of music. Anyways I get sad when I hear sad songs or when a friend is sad. Like I really care about them a lot. Sometimes I ignore them because I don't wanna hurt myself. I've been through a lot in my life and I'm getting stronger but weaker at the same time. Like I need someone to help me get up. Its like a guy without a leg. Without it he cant walk. I really depend on my friends. Their my life. Even tho my mom and sister tell me that they aren't gonna always be there for you, I just ignore them because you never know. Things could happen in this world. Good or bad, but I'm always thinking positive. If you always think negative bad things could happen. Dreams can come true. Sometimes I cry because I have flashbacks of bad times I've passed through my life. But most of the times is because my own friends hurt me. They brake me into pieces. But thankfully I have friends that really do care about me. Making ms happy and making me forget about what happened.

Goodnight.

I was waiting for my best friend to get on because she told me she was, but i guess she fell asleep again lol. Hopefully she's on tomorrow,  I already miss her. Goodnight I'm really sleepy I was just gonna stay up to talk to her but I guess not.

Move on

Sometimes we go through hard times in our lifes, and we ignore them. Well that's happening to me, but I can't ignore it this time. She knows who I'm talking about. She's probably seeing this right now. I've never felt this way over a girl. She says that "why do I like her if I don't know her" but for me its like if I knew her since the day we were born. Idk what to do. Maybe try to ignore it by watching my favorite show, making plans for revenge. This is one of my hard times that I'm having. Even tho nvm. Idk what else to type. The rest if personal. So Bye. I'll be writing more sometime later.

Worst Week Ever

So this week has been my worst, like no joke. I've been in pain since Monday. I try to help myself up but I can't do it alone. My BFF is nice, but she also gets annoying with that one thing. Ugh. Right now I'm really sad you have now idea how sad I am. She wanted me to stay up all night with her. The only reason why I stayed up late, was to talk to her. But then I got mad and sad because she said she wasn't gonna talk about that subject anymore. Then she talks about it for a long time. I just left. I was gonna erase everything I have. All my accounts that I have. I still don't know if I should do that. I'm just really depressed right now. Hopefully my friends can cheer me up in school. Because I can't take it any longer. I've been through a lot my whole life. I just can't do it by myself. Have a good week, since I didn't have one.

Justin Bieber (Poopy) (Brother)

Justin Bieber, may look bad on the news, but once you talk to him, he turns about to be nice, funny, stupid, unique, guy. Justin and I talk everyday, and i don't get bored talking to him. Sometimes he wakes me up int he middle of the night, but it's all worth it. We talk for hours, until he has to go. He always helps me with problems, he's one of the main ones i talk to. He cares about me, as much as i care about him. We both became real close, we became brothers for life. We have our ups and downs, but we get over it, knowing that we could do better than that. Making ourselves stronger every minute. Even though he has a girlfriend, he doesnt change the way we talk. We talk like if we haven't seen each other in a thousand years, even tho it's been like eight hours or so. Sometimes our conversation gets too funny, or out of hand, but somehow we control it. He's the best friend i ever had, well he's not my friend, he's my brother . I love him too death. (No Homo). I wanna meet him in person, and talk like we do everyday. But right now we are in our downs. I have nothing else to talk about. That's all bye.

Olivia Holt

Many of you know Olivia Holt from "Kickin It" on Disney XD. She's a really nice girl, and helps me a lot. Like you have know idea. I love her too death (as a friend). She tells me when she has problems, and i help her get up stronger than ever. She's really funny sometimes, and lazy, really lazy. For me she's a nice friend, she's caring, sometimes i go to her for help. She's a really good helper. Sometimes i love her more as a friend, like a best friend. The reason why is because she's always online. I trust her with my problems, as she trusts me with hers. Even though we haven't met in person, i would meet her sooner or later. Somtimes a tell her stuff that i ain't supposed to, that's how much i trust about her.

This is her. She's really pretty. She's one of my close friends, even though we met through the internet, i trust her, with my issues. Sometimes when i have guy problems i don't tell her, but sometimes i do. If i were you guys, i would trust her too, but even tho she has a lot in her mind, she still listens to me. I actually consider her as one of my sisters. We actually got close, than before. Before we would talk but not as much as now. Nothing will ever ruin our friendship.

Austin North

Hey guys, many of you might know Austin North, but some don't. Anyways Austin is a good guy. Like he always helps me when i need help. He's my brother from another mother, like he told me. I always help him, with problems on Facebook. -.- .  If you guys meet him in person you guys will like his personality. Many think that he's fake, but for me he's 100% real. I haven't met him on person yet, but i will sooner or later. I've helped him get better when he had his breakup.  If you guys don't know who he is this is him.

He's gonna come out in this show called "I didn't do it" on Disney as well as Olivia Holt. I'm gonna be a #1 fan of that show. They worked really hard for it. But he's a good brother to me, we fight sometimes but we get over it. Because brother's don't fight in real life. 

~~ That's it I'll be making a new article later.~~

Sorry Guys

Sorry for not posting, articles/ stories I have been really busy. With school, and the homework is killing me! Especially Physics. But if i want a good future I got to work hard.

Justin Bieber

Justin seems like a bad guy, that disrespects people, but he is really nice. Me and him talked, and still are. But he is nice to me, because he doesn't mind something that me and him know. And he said that one day he'll like to meet me in person.

School just around the Corner.

I don't want to go to school, I want summer to never end. Just go to school like 5 hours a day. So I could go around the world and travel for a living. Discover the never seen things that nature has given us. That has not been discovered yet.

Houston

Today I barely got to Houston. It's amazing, the apartment we're staying in has like a bunch of restaurants and stores around it. Including Starbucks. As soon as I saw Starbucks I fell in love. ~~ Anyway the apartment is awesome, because it's like a private apartment. You need a code/key to get in. It looks fancy. But the thing that is harsh is that it's almost 6 hours away from home.
I would totally live in Houston, But after I finish High School.

Life Right Now.

Life for me right now is difficult, because sometimes I tell myself to become famous, and help my parents live their life to the fullest. But sometimes I think what if I change while I'm becoming famous, like some artist right now with all the drugs. Maybe just win the lottery and give them money and some to charities.
           But then again school is almost here, and my mind will change , but the thing that disappoints me the most is that my mom didn't get to live her life to the fullest. Like I wanna take my parents on vacations for a month or something so they won't be bored. I know my mom sometimes cry, because she doesn't know what to do anymore,but then I also get sad, because I'm working my best to give them a better future.
          But what if by the time I finish college they won't be here with us anymore, what would I do, I even tell my mom "when you die I'll die with you by the side", and she's like "no you still have to live your life to the fullest". (OMG i'm starting to cryyy.) Hopefully god is big, and gives us something we really need right now. And make them happy.

Favorite Quote.

First they ignore you,
Then they laugh at you,
Then they fight you,
Then you WIN.

                   - Mahatma Gandhi

Friendship.

Friendship is the love that your friends give you. Well according to me since I have tons of friends. I treat them equal, because I don't wanna hurt their feelings because it's wrong. And if I don't wanna be bullied then I shouldn't have done it in the first place. Friendship brings me Happiness in my life,because I know they'll be there for me when I feel down. And I actually help them a lot to by making them laugh when they feel down. I don't know what I would do without my friends right now, the reason I go to school is because I wanna see them, and the other one is because I wanna finish it already because I'm tired of it.

This friend of mine is named Erika, and she's my best friend since I started to attend Jimmy Carter. We had are ups and downs like Justin Bieber & I, but we've fixed them. But there is one friend of mine who I really hate, because he's trying to take her away from me, and she's falling into his arms.

So I go and talk to this friend Monica who is very special to me, and I tell her about what is happening to Erika and me. and she told me "look if she really cares about you she'll come back to you", and it happened sort of . But the reason why she's special is , because she's been bullied before and she's cut her self because of that. And she has told me every part of it. And she's strong to live it through. She's also helped me ignore the bad problems and listen to the good problems. So she's sort of my close friend to me.

                         Well that is all.

Bullying.

Bullying happens everywhere today. Especially in school, and it happens to everyone. I've been bullied my whole life, but now that I've entered an Early College High School my whole life changed since the first day I entered that school. Like I've meet new people that really care about me, and one of the friends that I love the most is my friend  Yaritza, Yaritza and I have been friends since Head-Start which is like at age 3. So she's always been there for me my entire life. ~~ Jimmy Carter is the best school I could of have attended because it's always safe there and like everyone knows everything. And if there's a problem like bullying they'll fix it right away. So for me that school is Bully-Free, but for some kids it's like hell.

This is one of my favorite quotes of them all. The reason why this is my favorite one is, because it kind of is true, some people just wanna let me down because they know I have a brighter future then them. Not all people who bully me bring me down though, some of them I just ignore them because I don't care anymore. The one's that really do hurt me are the ones that I really care about meaning my friends. Those does bring me down. That's why I used to be close friends with my counselor in Middle School.

Well that is all. :)

Ana Cantu. AKA: Fifi Cantu

Ana is the sweetest person in the world. She'll make your day with one joke, like she always does to me. She takes care of me sometimes, when i need time away from my family. Ana like nobody else has a nice caring unique heart, a way that she'll make you laugh right away. ~ Our favorite place to be is Starbucks, because we both love Starbucks coffee. We always go there when we need something refreshing, well at least refreshing for us. ~ Ana and me go on our trip when her two kids are with us. Like the time Ana and I went to pick up her kids in Houston. When we got there we went to eat at Popeyes, and this little girl would never stop asking her mom and dad for a piece of chicken. Ana whispered to us " give her the damn chicken already " since she was in a bad mood. Right away her two kids and I start to laugh hardcore, I was crying of laughter, while the kids were choking on their own saliva. What she said made my day right away.

This picture was taken on a party, where half of our family brought the color Aqua in some of their clothing. As you can see we are both wearing aqua. ~ I have other pictures of us, but I won't put them you know why? Because i don't have any just some where she's trying to be a model outside of my house like always. ~ She's my favorite Aunt and person in the family rather than my parents. ~ She'll always be there when you need somebody. Like that time i felt sad and it was 10pm she came to my house and took me to Pizza Hut to cheer me up, and it worked.

This was when it was my birthday, she loving and caring took me out to eat. Although we got full right away, I enjoyed it a lot. Hopefully she'll do that again when i turn sixteen.

Well that's all I have to say, anything more i need to add I'll make a part 2. Soon.

Selena Gomez

First of all, Selena Gomez is my favorite female artist of all time. She's been a good person to me. She's caring, nice and sometimes funny. I've had a crush on her since I was 8 years old, right now I'm 15. The reason i never stopped liking her is, because her talent is amazing and hard to find. Also her music is unique, and full of energy. Just the way I like it. Even though some songs talk about her love life, I still listen to her trying to figure out the events that happened while listening to the songs.

This new album Stars Dance is one of my favorite. The reason why I love it so much is because, of all the techno sounds,and what she's saying. These songs are my favorite because, I get to know what she's been through. Even though it's her personal life, she decides to let it out to her loving fans like me. Also my favorite song in this album is Music Feels Better I'm not saying that the rest are bad , but the reason this song is my favorite is , because I've been through that not all of it but some parts. The beat of this song makes you get up of your feet , and dance to it no matter where you are. Her songs make my mood change, meaning that it's a good sign. Not all artist have that luck like her. ~~ Even some people hate her, because of what happen of her and Justin i don't care if she's right or he's right I still love her. And she knows that, because I've told her that before. ~ If i was one of her best friends I'll never let her be sad or get bullied, I'll stand up to who ever is threatening her. I'll go where ever she tells me to go, no matter if it's far or close I'll go, because I'm lucky you know, but that door still hasn't opened yet for me.

             Well that's it about her, if i have something to talk about her I'll make a part 2. Soon.