Ups and Downs

People face different obstacles through their lifetime, some might be good ones while some might be bad ones. We've all been through that. But when we're going through a good phase we don't want it to end, nobody does. Why? Because at the end of all the happy things comes the bad ones. It may not be all fun and games but most of the times its good to have your bad days. We need to vent sometime and why not vent when you're in a sad mood? I've done that so many times, and its amazing. I've had my ups and downs with many of my friends. Some might come and go but the ones who truly are your friends stay there through thick and thin. Sometimes the ones you truly love aren't your real friends. And trust me that's the hardest thing to let go of and move on. It took me exactly one year and a half to get over one of my crushes. And now i don't even think about it. We meet new people everyday which is a good thing when it comes to meeting new people. But never trust them until you've earned their trust. Maybe earning their trust may take more than a few weeks but its worth it. At the end of the day, they'll be there for you. I'm currently going through a bumpy path. I've met someone recently, and i'm crazy in love. But the thing I'm not that happy about is that, he/she isn't how i expected them to be. But they say, if you really love someone you won't care how they are. Because love is love. And some love never ends.

High School "Satisfaction"

High School is hell for us teenagers, well some teenagers.......I'm a teenager and high school just makes me nuts, so much homework that we have to stay up late at night to finish it. Stress is highly common for us teenagers because at this point in our lives, we're going through a hard time accepting who we are, and realizing how the real world is, while the teachers gives us homework like crazy every single day, and sometimes projects and powerpoints that is a major grade. When you combine stress with homework it aint a good thing. We become aggressive, emotional, sometimes even suicidal for us. But yet we still live through everyday of high school for a "better" future supposedly. Many adults say that the hard you work the better future you'll have, but sometimes it aint likely to happen for some of us.

Emptiness

Do you ever miss someone so much you feel empty without them? Well, that's how I'm feeling since these past months. You may have have heard of her "Olivia Holt", well we used to talk 24/7 and now we don't. Her work has her really busy, and i understand that but she could at least try to communicate with me sometime. It's been a month since she last got on Facebook to talk to me. I feel so sad and empty without her. She knows me so well, she knows how i feel when i miss talking to her. I love her so much, she's been my best friend since the beginning and we still are in my heart. I have high hopes for us, she told me we would meet one day and make it the best day of our lives, and I'm still waiting for that amazing, heart-stopping day to come. If you're reading this Olivia, i just wanted to say that i miss you so much, and i love you.